Dear Margaret Diann:

Incredible!  I was poisoned by a massive mixture of solvents, molds, inks and gasses, top them off with massive doses of light radiation.  I was a computer typesetter for a printing company in Las Vegas (they closed up, opened again under new name).  No windows, duct work or fresh air.  I was pulling 14 - 20 hour shifts on many occasions.  Chemicals saturating the floor, a common occurrence due to bad equipment and lack of maintenance.  My employer forced me to clean a metal plate developer (size of a small car) without any protection.  I was up to my wrists in the green solution for over 61/2 hours.  I lost all feeling in those areas that were submersed.  The lead printer came in and found me there and freaked and told me to get out, that it was toxic.  Too late.  The moment I submersed my hands under water (activator) my hands started ballooning and swelling.  I was not permitted to seek medical attention.  That evening, I went to our local medical facility, I was told that I was "sensitive" to the solution.  Approximately 2 weeks later, my front teeth started leaking pus and a specialist removed two top teeth and all of the supporting bone and also connecting bone underneath nose.  

My health rapidly declined.  I was told by one doctor that my lungs were severely burned, my esophagus had scar tissue on it, sinuses were blistered.  I was put many medications that never helped.  I was diagnosed with Bronchitis and Pneumonia, Allergies and thousands of other things.  I started falling down and dropping things and after falling down the stairs at my home several times and breaking both ankles, we moved out.  We were sure that the house was making me sick.  In that time, I lost my gallbladder, it was full of a "sweet-smelling green fluid" he had never seen before.  I became Diabetic and was diagnosed with Solvent Neurotoxicity by several specialists.  One NeuroPshyciatrist told me after many days of terrible testing that I had the IQ of a 4th grader and I would never recover.  I was told many times that the myelin was dissolving and my spinal fluid that was taken by UCLA MC confirmed the diagnosis.

This printing company and KODAK have NEVER accepted any responsibility.  There were no warning labels, nothing.  The company did get fined into oblivion by OSHA, which did absolutely nothing for me.  My own attorney quit and said I had "no real proof" of any toxic poisoning.  My case folded because I couldn't do anything else.  Before I worked for Today Printing in Las Vegas, I was a Gold Medalist for the US.  I was a published writer and poet, I owned several businesses.  I was born ADHD which was a blessing but once poisoned, I became lethargic and nearly comatose.  I was told that I would never recover, my hair would never return, I would never walk again (due to my bones fusing in spine) and there was no hope, "you're going to die."  In fact, I was told this by a local Hematologist less than a year ago.

I read somewhere on the Internet that the chemicals store in our body fat.  What could I do?  I had plenty by this time.  I did the only thing I could think of.  I flew to Mexico and got the Lap-Band put in on October 14, 2005.  I was 298 pounds.  I instantly started pouring off sludge.  There are no words to describe what came out of me...really there isn't but it was vile.  Each day, I feel better, my migraines are only coming once or twice a week, instead of all day, each day.  I am only on 10 of my Lantus.  I no longer take my Neurotin AND I am no longer using my electric wheelchair!  I walk on my own.  My hair is growing out, thin but it is growing.  It's past my shoulders now and while it came out white, I put some natural coloring on it, heck I'm only 42!  The sores that covered my entire body and scalp are clearing up!  My Dermatologist stated that she was shocked that my body is repairing itself.  She diagnosed me last month with Granuloma Annulare; something Diabetics with Hyperthyroidism get.  Speaking of Hyperthyroidism, my swelling is completely gone AND I stopped taking my Propythiouracil!  I have still needed the Hormone patch, the hot flashed are extreme, I was told made more severe by the chemicals.

In one of my earlier blood tests, while still living in Nevada, the tests proved severe poisoning.  I was told that even my DNA was affected by this toxic soup.  The mylan was dissolving and showing up in my spinal fluid and in 2005, I fell and was sure I broke something in my hand.  The doctor pointed out on my x-rays that both hands, up to my wrists are full of tumors and my bones are full of major holes.  The images look like moths have been at them.  One tumor completely fills my right ring finger knuckle.  He told me that he cannot operate, I would lose my entire finger.  He won't biopsy, it would also destroy my finger.  My joints have ached terribly since the poisoning, x-rays show massive white growth in my joints.  Diagnosis?  Rheumatoid Arthritis!  

How is this possible when I was the Heavy Weight for the US Women's Freestyle Team?  No, it was from the chemicals.  I had one injury due for Arthritis, my right knee, I blew it out at the Pan Ams in Venezuela.  *I met with a specialist who informed me that the chemicals will continue to "eat away" at my bones and supporting tissue until I die, that I will end up in a vegetative state.  He told me husband that he needed to place me in a home for care, that we should pick out my casket and funeral attire.  I swear these doctors get off on telling people this line!

So, here I am 97 pounds lighter, hair down to the middle of my back, clear skin (scars but better), I can see better (must still wear black sunglasses), walking without a cane or any other assistance.  Sure, I fall sometimes, I have a nice bruise on my butt from wiping out into the dogs water bowl  but at least no one is helping me anymore.

Is it possible that our fat cells can be part of the problem and solution?  How can I be so sick, cholesterol so high I was "on the verge of a major heart attack" and now feeling great?  My heart still skips a beat and races, like riding a roller coaster for the first time but after seeing my blood, full of spikes, how can my blood be feeding my heart correctly? 

This 800 sq ft room was filled with toxic fumes from metal plate developer, blanket wash, black and full color press inks, fixers, developers, propane, black mold growing on the walls and ceiling and add the normal cigarette smoke of the regular 12 employees crammed into the tiny space.  The metal plate developer is much like an X-Ray machine.  The chemicals are not as bad as what I had my hands in but even those machines are vented and people are not allowed to touch the materials without protection.

Is it possible that our bodies have the ability to self-heal after such traumatic injury?  Do we have the ability to make a positive correction?  Can stored fat be the major culprit in holding these toxins?  Is there a chance that my body and bones will fully recover?  Wow!  I would be a great lab rat!  You would think that Kodak would WANT to learn from me to keep others safe from poisoning...but then that would make them "responsible" right?

I would love to hear back from you, to get your thoughts on the possibility of self-repair.  I am going to start reviewing your links of information.  Thank you so much for your reply, information and especially your time.  It's not often that you find someone who is compassionate and caring, you are both.  Thank you so much for helping me with your information.  Also, I AM allergic to Ethanol now, it was one of the main components as well as 2-butoxyethanol and a slew of others.

Like I was told, I should have died years ago...bang, bang, bang...beating my drum like the bunny!  I have no intention of going anywhere but forward and up!  I have two sons who need me and I intend to get better and make the most of my life.  Think attitude is also a factor in it all?
Thanks again,
Sandy


1-24-06

REPLY:  Yes, attitude has a lot to do with things

 
I have a new friend who has a strong faith and prays for others.  I asked her to pray for you, and she is; we are. 
 
Gall bladder removal or surgery.  I see that pattern with those more exposed to 2-butoxyethanol.
 
Tumors and arthritis and things that are autoimmune, also.
 
You are a beautiful young woman and I'm glad you are focused on getting well

 

The one thing that is for sure, is that our body does heal itself.  

I think you would benefit by reading Rubin's book, Patient, Heal Thyself

Good nutrition is important.

 
Another thing that you see is bone damage sometimes; and autoimmune metabolic issues.  I have just some of that, and I suspect my dad was harmed by this or a similar chemical from WWII days.  Maybe overweight is not your fault  High bad cholesterol can be part of this
 
I see racing heart beat as one of the signs of the fatigue
 
What you were cleaning with would be good to know.
 
Besides in the regular printing chemicals, the cleanup chemicals could cause a lot of this.  Although there were lots of chemicals, I think the pattern of 2-butoxyethanol harm is there & that it is the prima dona chemical of harm that has, unfortunately, been ignored
 
Toxins stored in fat?  They say that, but with this chemical it is supposed to leave the body in 24-48 hours - so no harm?  I disagree. I call it the tornado chemical.  Even if it did leave quickly, oh the health damage!
 
Thus, the 8 chemical companies successfully lobbied EPA to remove the EGBE chemical from the list of harmful chemicals & say that it can be used limitlessly.  Sad story.  Kodak is one of those companies.
 

What did your doctor say the spikes on the blood cell were? 

Red blood cells, right?

 

Thanks for sharing your story. 

 

Look over some of the info,

and then I'd like to speak to you.

 

  "May I share your story?"

I know some doctors who may want to give you input. 

And it will be easier to share with others you want to share with, also

Okay, sounds good but how would you like a photo of what I looked like BEFORE, then after injury (bald and in an electric wheelchair, covered in sores) and now?  I think if more doctors and specialists can actually see what this stuff does to the human body, then my information may help someone else, it would be totally worth it all.

Thanks for the prayers, they always help and I can tell when angles are with me.

Regarding the spikes, the Hematologist stated tonight that it is specifically from chemical toxicity.  He said that many chemo patients have cells like this but not as bad as mine.  

Actually he said that I have many things going on, including that my DNA has been "disrupted and damaged".  He did tell me about the anemia, liver and kidney break down and more.  He said I am a mess but he can work on it and as long as I keep doing what I am, supplements, minerals and vitamins, I will keep improving.  The best thing I did what eliminated ALL chemicals, poisons, anything with any ethanol.

I have TONS of tests, including my spinal fluid that shows the myelin dissolving.

                  No, before the kids were born, I wasn't doing this work.

 So they wouldn't be affected by the DNA damage

I will be working on repairing my immune system for the rest of my life.  I know that what he told me I should be using...I already feel more energy.  I am usually the person who doesn't believe anything that is "good for you" opting to trust medical doctors...no more!  The only thing I got from the "norm" was a large bill, oh and terrible news without anything positive, no hope for a future.  Now, I have a great outlook.  He did tell me that the brain damage will never recover but I can make another area of my brain learn what I have lost, good news!

Well, I am going to go through my CD's and find some photos.  
Thanks!
Sandy

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